I have been a longtime fan of Grey's Anatomy, that being said over the years with all of the actors leaving the show it has really changed the dynamic of the show in my opinion and that has caused me to not want to keep up with the show as much. I am a person who can't leave a show, movie, or book unfinished because it irritates me. So during this season (12) after the doctor that told Meredith that Derek was brain dead showed up at Meredith's house for dinner I just couldn't continue watching the show, so I took a break in order to allow the overload of emotions that episode gave me to calm down. I have just now returned to start watching it again now that I am 8 episodes behind. So far i'm surprised Meredith is even willing to work with her I know that as adults people are supposed to be able to handle it but that has to be super hard.